Saturday, February 04, 2006

TEARS

when u you feel like giving others happiness and protection...soon we will realised that we need them the most.loving others is because we too need the love from them.

going to school is such a chore.i hate to be alone...yet i wanted to be alone.i just can stand obligations from others, i find myself cheated all the time.i hate seeing others back facing me,while i have to complete the walk on my own.i thought is best to know others better, never would i know that i m so easily affected by them.The feelings others experienced became a reflection of mine.I know others who want to express but something just keeping them back...i wanted to say so much...yet i find it easier to bottle them up.i thought i will be happy by their presence,yet i feel suffocated.i really would want to cry out loud....till i find someone closer to my heart.i am just so reluctant.i knew i would only hurt myself and others again.

3 comments:

Anonymous said...

Come on! Go GO GO!
事过境迁,又何常挂齿。
关系是潇洒的,感情是一种负担。让大家活得潇潇洒洒,希望能再见到灿烂活泼的你。

Anonymous said...

janvin says,
hey apri, why must you be so pessimistic? try to relax and think about emm..your family and the time we spent in bintan. then perhaps your sorrow will be buried somewhere within your subconsciousness..

Anonymous said...

yes apri, stop thinking too much
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