Dear apri!

tired.somehow i feel being reflected.i miss my other half.i need to be more confident.i need to trust myself that i can.i believe.i still remember how great Fantasia was at the final of American idol.have been looking for her cd and is nowhere to be found.poetraic was interesting... heart was described as a lift.i lost my soul-half dead.a few months to go.i want to reach the end and hopefully i m prepared for a happy ending.

ot na yir pa

i told others i dun need friends.i can be alone and be independent.i dun understand why things happen and why each time i will relate them together.things can be unrelated but i juz have the tendency to link them.i m disappointed...yes i told myself,trying my best wasnt my best.i will neve get wad i deserve or juz the others dun want me to have wad i deserve.y make things so complicated...y cant we human beings live as if we are one...in fact we are.y do we hav to know so much into another person...while you know u dun need to.so many y...yyyyy....i dun want things to turn out that way.i wanna hold that of my own destiny, i wanna choose the life that i want...all i want is you and you are getting further and further........life is hard, i hate to see sadness in the eyes of others.yet, i m jealous to see the smiles in others' faces.it is always good to be optimistic.forgive me! forgiv me! i shall try my best....the best is yet to be=)

in a swing

stayin awake.i need to stress myself.i need stress.time to do some work and not to procrastinate.i would want to believe that something is juz not worth bothering.i m struggling yet i enjoy the process.i know i can fulfill myself as a person of my choice.

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struggling.i need slp.haiz....i miss my stop for the 1st time in my life.It was quite stupid i thought that i overslpt and missed my stop.argh!!!! tired, tired.everyone is remindin us that prelim is comin.stress! i do feel a little nervous.i hate to do badly in exam, but i think i m too used of gettin bad results.haha.hm....hopefully, as i would always dream that i will do better next time round.hiaz.....art coursework was quite a headache....hm....i still wait....wait for things to happen.i hope it would.then i shall be happy=) is janvin and mr lee bdae tml if i m not wrong.best wishes to mr lee.hope he is not too stressed and to janvin...i m sure others will treat u better if u try ur best.haha.if not den dun bother. HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! STAY HAPPY ALWAYS=)

dreams of hope

It is always good to trust that miracles do happen. Leading life full of hope and giving ourselves to others. I learn to live as i trust i will.