It has been a year since my rants come back again, and again. Tell you what, I have been to Prague, one of my favourite destination, better than Paris. Though laobo would argue otherwise. Anyway, yeah we still argue and quarrel and throw things when we need. Have been missing home lately, I lost my phone, and I m so lazy that I dun really bother finding it. Projects after projects and the assignments, sometimes it really pissed me off .........she stares at me. Its time to sleep I guess. Bad laobo, but still loves you no matter how naughty you are hehe.

I guess my internship in school is really enjoyable, even better than the previous one. Other than the messed up politics within the teaching board, students are really adorable and fun to teach. live is wonderful i guess.... yes it should.

For a second of thought, I guess where she is going, and for another second I m wondering if she misses me. She is gone , forever and I will never ever get the chance to meet her again. I broke down to tears, couldnt control my emotion. yet I have to face the reality of life. I think I m becoming stronger and stronger, yet I feel I am becoming less human. I regret that i couldnt do much, much for my beloved grandma that loves me the most.

being reasonable

hm... i think i really enjoy teaching, i think i suit being a teacher. Working is tired as usual, counting down to have my schedules swop.

Even writing my blog requires so much momentum. damnnn... i lost.

it has been a long time since my last post. Anyway, i dun know wad life i m living now, for the past 20 days, i think i have not been doin anything productive besides my regular 100 sits up per day. damnnn i m so worried tat i might turn into a pig, cause i sleep and eat sleep and eat and sit and sit. i have been trying to send my cvs so that people may consider hiring me as part timer, seeking for job really takes a lot of effort, being rejected for wadeva reason is worst. hmmm, i really wish my internship in school starts asap. damnnn, the time i have been rotting here is so precious, damnnn... wad a choice. staying with lj for a month does nothin good besides testing our temper of tolerating one another. from the start i predicted tat, hmmm, i dun know if i m the one at fault. anyway her temper does piss me off.....hmmm...but still i dun know why, the opposite attracts, we claimed to be so different yet we chose to be together.

Inside my heart

I really want to know what is inside my heart. I cant even take a proper nap like i used too. Fucking fidelio exam, i thought it will be gd for me. Right now, i m so damnnn pissed and I have accounting tml. frankly I simply lost all the motivation, but tml will be the last exam of this whole semesterrrrr...last exammmm. I do hope anyone is capable of cheering me up at this moment of time. whats wrong with all those ppl, why cant they juz leave me alone, i m seriously sick, sick to the extent that no medicine could heal. I m really afraid tat this is the after effect, and it may continues. I feel so uncertain and anxious, anxious like shit? why, i dun even know the reason. fuck me!!!!

Hot Kitchen

I really really enjoyed working with chef Christen, he is an extraordinary guy who never fails to make his lesson interesting. Cooking in the market place kitchen with him is really fun. Here are some of his favourite quotes.... diu lei lou mou

nap sap kia, since he works for SIA before, he knows a little hokkien, chinese and cantonese as well.
bu zhi dao
penny from ur dirty chef jacket I know the menu from yesterday.
the spice girls and ditsy chicks...he calls the girls in our group
ohhhh the soup is so tasty, better than sex lol
u better know how to whisk, especially guys and do it the right way or u will get cramps
u chief! tell the girl who watches another frying the potato to cut the vegetables...haha, refering to carina
I need to go home quick, I m sick of the class, my mum is waiting for me at home
As future managers......

well he is naggy and hot temper at times, he gets pissed easily and talks like witches, His high pitched voice can be annoying but all I feel he is a lovable chef. Chef Christen you rox, diu lei lou mo...wahahaha.

bother bothers me

I simply dun understand a shit, again and again. It repeats again and again. wad the hell. How could someone be that stubborn.