In love

I know I have probably hurt someone I dun wish to hurt. I know we are both sincere and I know I just cant bear losing another person. Whats wrong with school, It seems that I am stresser than ever. Projects, projects and tests. I hope I will receive good news from the school and I really hope everyone around me is happy as I strive to be. I love myself but I think I love someone even more. The feeling is really weird, I miss her presence more than ever and hope she thinks likewise.

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I feel that the spaces between me have narrowed down to the extent that I feel so suffocated and rather stress for some reasons. Even the internet itself has turned me down to a certain extent that I have no place to surf, or in fact i dun feel lik surfing. Listening to songs is probably the most relaxing activity. Today is rather a pissed off day for me, what the hell! I cant stand my group ppl whenever they pop up some stupid question which I refuse to answer, come on, I cant cook and respond to them at the same time while it is an exam which I think is rather important. Anyway, those sickly attitude from others will repeat again and again. I wonder if I am really stupid or just being too approachable, well but I really love them and yeahh they do derserve my love, however, why am I so pissed then? I really dun get it. Time to time I will be struggling again and again for tests, tml will be my room division test which I skipped 5 weeks ago.forget about the interview at meritus mandarin, I was disturbed because for the first time I felt so stupid and was forced to have a conversation with stupid ppl, I really think both of them wasnt smart at all. Ok forget bout that, I will get the response soon, but really wishing for the opportunity from the Regent beijing. passing out!

arrrrrrrrrhhhhhhhhhhh pst!

mess a mess is a total mess. I want to get organized and continue with my usual life.