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i feel hopeless. i shop and eat alot yesterday. getting fat-.- i enjoy goin out for supper with my housemates. i taught them ss too haha...and they decide to buy band tickets from me=) so kind of them. hm life is full of up and down....sometimes i m still wondering if i m really happy. to think bout it, it seems that it is hard to be as happy as before......but happy for the sake of being happy. going out for not getting bored at home. i hate this. i don't know.... i m rather confused. i would not want to disappoint the ppl around me. i feel weird this time....i miss=(

things change and i seem to change too...i m afraid, afraid of changes....i know i would not be the same.