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me
i don't
i won't
there is always a limit
it depends on who
others
i care
i bother
wrong wrong wrong
i don't know
i pitied
pitied myself
i cried
not for myself
yes for me
pathetic life can be
reminiscing the past
memories
all history
never play back
longer longer and longer
i waited
rotten
healed
yet different
i ask
ask
askin for me
avoid avoid and avoid
great solution?
i wonder
if there is any
no solution
but outcome
outcome
that can never be guessed
i m thinkin
longer and longer again
careful this time with my thought
sleepin is best
yes, i slp to dream for better tml
i don't
nightmare instead
i become unconscious
i question my existance
i died?
i live?
no i don't
there are others around me
i m afraid
afraid of all of them
the good bad or worst
they seem the same
i fake
i don't
confused
but to suffer alone
no one
no one
i suspect
you suspect
everyone suspects
suspicion everywhere
who is right
who is wrong
till then it don't matter
as my heart said so
it has its say
but i forced it to say
guilty
no i don't
but to leave me alone
unhurt.
it hurts it hurts
it screams for help
who cares
i do
i do
i do
stay away
get lost
does not help
it remains till it stops beatin
then i hav no say
no say
but others start to say
out there
i look
i see no one
feel no one
alone
i shall cry in despair
my life full of regrets
uncertainties
and confusions
u hear me
no never will
i got nothin to say
words don't express