i dreamt. sad, i thought. I feel so helpless....helpless as the friend of others, helpless of being myself. stagnant....i need to work.
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I feel really helpless too. And my circumstances just show how helpless I am. It's like 2 am already and i'm still suffering from insomnia. Can't sleep, tml sure feel tired as hell in school. Shit, I'm hating this. What should I do as I wait for sleep to come? The blissful place where I can escape from reality. Why has it denied me entry? Why has it denied me a chance to escape from reality? Why, even sleep has turned a cold shoulder to me...and I'm helpless in the face of its sudden unfriendliness, its sudden cruelty of sealing me in this harsh world of reality forever. Sigh...I need to escape. From reality. From myself. I want a mirrormask.
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I feel really helpless too. And my circumstances just show how helpless I am. It's like 2 am already and i'm still suffering from insomnia. Can't sleep, tml sure feel tired as hell in school. Shit, I'm hating this. What should I do as I wait for sleep to come? The blissful place where I can escape from reality. Why has it denied me entry? Why has it denied me a chance to escape from reality? Why, even sleep has turned a cold shoulder to me...and I'm helpless in the face of its sudden unfriendliness, its sudden cruelty of sealing me in this harsh world of reality forever. Sigh...I need to escape. From reality. From myself. I want a mirrormask.
haha! You'd throw the world off balance, Benny!
insomnia......u muz be thinking too much...or u juz hate school that u dun wish to slp, without u knowin.btw rest well haha...and slp well too=)
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