Saturday, October 29, 2005

me in the future

i doubt myself havin a career as an art teacher....being an artist is not appreciated by many.i appreciate them but after a while they will be forgotten. i cannot imagine myself preparin those srudents in becomin artists or any career related to art. it seems miserable to become a good one. life is tough or them too, not as easy as i thought. i pity art students. given a choice i would rather do somethin not as stressful...art can be stressful at times. i dun noe y. but i hav spend years takin art as a subject...i find it hard to let go. best i dun become anythin.....i hate to make decision. it affects me greatly...time is precious. i realised that everything around me is precious too...i can't imagine myself dyin, leavin behind ppl,memories and the earth. death can be scary....we dun even noe wher we are headin, all alone we walk with regrets...at least in life we are given the chance to make the slight decision of ours.


my korean drama startin.....i enjoy watchin dramas...they do reflect similiarity of wad is real in life, thus often they are capable of evokin thoughts in me...many3 thoughts. watchin is great....but not involvin. being a watcher is gd...but neve one can fully understand the situation. life consists of many barriers...some to me is always there. juz lik relationship...family,friendship.....all consist of barriers. no matter how much we tried to break it . however tryin is gd...at least u know the barriers and their existance or u hav seen them.

3 comments:

Anonymous said...

korean dramas quite long winded.. the pple also very weird, esp the way they think. then keep crying for no reason. haha but korean movies quite nice! like the ones wonbin acted in. hohoho.

and you made me go through so much trouble just to leave one comment lar.

yr

apri said...

wah lao....u r the one lohh
they dun cty for no reason.i tink u cold blooded loh haha

Anonymous said...

i where got cold blooded.. study your chinese lar. later fail dont cry.
yr