Sunday, July 01, 2007
oui chef!!!
I would like to say that the worst part of my life adapting to shit has passed. yay! and I think no matter how little the internship may have taught me professionally, at least I did learnt something valuable in life. Working is indeed a struggle, cest la vie.... I do remind myself that I work for myself and not supporting others...how about those who have to feed their family. a fucking routine that I detested so much at start...now I take it rather lightly cause there is indeed something worth looking forward too. Thanx to evelyn and others who have shown so much care the past few weeks...it was probably one of the worst experience, only till now, I feel to have the courage to call home and inform my parents bout my condition. Imiss my family and friends.
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APRI!!!!DON'T BE TOO SAD K. :):):)
Phew... looks like you've been through a lot...
Sorry, never really been to your blog all that often, but I just read everything again, and I get the feeling you are really growing up and expanding your horizons far beyond the borders of people who have never stayed abroad for such a long period of time like you.
Anyway, as you know, I'm having communal stay as well, seeing the same people every day in the bunk and around the camp, and I can understand the friendship pains and complicated issues that you are talking about. Since entering army, I feel like I have experienced much more than what I've gone through for all the past years of my life. There's a whole lot of behind-the-scenes back-stabbing and bitching around and manipulations and delicate handlings and complicated affairs and all that sort of shit. Yes, all that sort of SHIT. I can't stand it.
And the buddy assigned to me in camp, I have a very tulmultuous relationship with him. It's up and down and up and down all the way. To cut it short, I have cried on his shoulders before with him hugging me, but for the last 2 weeks, we didn't talk at all and it became very very cold.
SO we have loads and loads of catching up to do, so you better tell me when you get back! I really missed you and all the endless shoppings and staying out at night. Obviously, because I'm really lacking a good shopping buddy, no one seems to enjoy shopping as much as you.
So good luck with everything! You have my support! (And speaking of which, who's the mysterious girl who is supporting you as well and whom you are missing a lot?) Stay strong and persevere because you can do it!
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