peng iu!!

everyday is a constant struggle.my struggle to stay focus and be happy.i learned alot from ppl around me.i m so envious of them, they are always happy.happy=)

tml, another pe session ...the last pe session was so memorable i guess.si yuan was sayin that a few months has passed and would be our last time to hav free period together.haiz.....so funny that i cant even remember when i start to hav conversation with this noisy guy.ya, he sounds lik a bird.haha but he dislikes me callin him bird.i lik his bubliness and positive attitude towards life.HAHAHA he fails his napfa again.hm.....hopefully he can pass tml, dun give up stupid fool!oh ya.kang wei!!! JIA YOU!though u might not see me tml.happy bdae ziheng=))find a galfriend quick!

a pui!

oh gosh!!!!i wanted to do my compres for homework den i found out that i neve bring them home. i think i should pon gp for the 3rd time.huh...that teacher can be scary.shit shit shit need to think of gd excuse.gd things neve happen.i am so scared of sleeping up late. i m afraid to get sick again...haiz so stressful. A level coming. slacking my way through doing artwork.i wonder how prepared i can be when the days come near.i need to search for school again. arghhhh!so busy.really have no time to waste.i m wondering if i really enjoying it.i m confused.maybe i should wait till i look back...the future tells the story of the past, believe it or not.

sickling

mr lee was rite.he told me i shouldnt stay up till so late.i woke up feelin very tired yesterday,but still i went to skul for the celebration.i thought it was only due to the lack of sleep.after, i found out that i hav headache and i juz cant continue to trace.i took a nap in ar21.kexin was there and some other ppl.she was so sweet of wakin me up and allowin me to slp again after she knew that i wasnt feelin that well.we promised to motivate one another for the art project.later the rest of them insist that i should go home.i refused.as kexin had said, home wasnt exactly home.i enjoyed the company of friends.we ordered mc donalds delivery and i had tea for my drink instead of usual coke light or milo.we played sparkles that gloria's brought from home.and sung our way out of skul like a group of students being possesed by kexin satanic music.haha ...i still hav much energy then.going home alone was such a dreadful journey.it was so bad,i felt that i could faint anytime walking up the hill to my house.i think i need to slp early tonite.i was guilty for not meeting my own set target.i need to finish 6 traces this week!oh goshhhh...time is running out.some time i would find myself prayin hopin to calm myself down.i am too stress perhaps.even yesterday nite, i dreamt that i actually finish the next 19 traces in juz one day.i was so happy.dream was only a dream...i never dare to dream.it brings too much disappointment.i m still findin ways to make myself a better person.i do not want to disappoint myself and the others.acha acha faidi! come on go go go=)

I wasnt tired the day before.i slpt at 4 doin my gp,maths and econs.i m so tired now.feel lik dyin for a moment and live again.my elder sister and grandma are here in sg.i havent paid them a visit.so busy,i wished i had tried my best to cope.i want to be my best and telling pthers that i can do it haha.my tuition kid is doin pretty well so far.he reminds me of a person whom i used to be closed.he has a blur look and the lack of confidence in his character.i enjoy teachin him so far.hopefully i can be a good tuition teacher and motivator, i hope i am not simply teachin him both A and E maths.

i learn to forgive.forgivin others and myself.i know i m rite.

aprooooo

someone is back.rememberin my secondary skul day.i think it was a stupid yet memorable experience.my first crush!i dun know how...or maybe she is juz so beautiful.nothin happen in the end.we remain as friends.and still tryin to keep in contact with each other.time passed,it has been close to two years that we never met.kind of miss that feelin if she is goin to appear again.apro...wad a dumb name lahhh...haiz 'novuck' thats wad i enjoy calling her haha.fashionable gal....ew=P