tiny m,e

others enter our life...while some of the others had to leave.my heart has little capacity.

i will try to keep as many.

bedai

i hate to be like like that, yet i choose to
i miss home.

oh!Brothers

i enjoy korean rock and roll at the esplanade.Music has the ability to send us off reality.i dreamt of my friend....how i wished i never had to wake up.

i find myself walking backwards.....loneliness occurs in the crowds.i m addicted.i need others more than myself.

i sYOUee

knowing someone better is learning how to become that someone.

distance obstructs communication
closeness perturbs one's heart
seeing entails a moment of sadness
thinking drives us to madness

How can i describe the kind of friend you are?
It's really hard to know where to start because you are a friend to me in so many different ways.
You are the friend who can tell when i m not fine,evenwhen i say i am,the one who draws me out,not to pry,but because you really care about what i m feeling.
You are the friend who won't hesitate to do something totally goofy just for the sheer pleasure of cracking me up.
You are the friend who remembers the things that i have said.
The one who knows what i worry about and the one i trust with my mostprecious secrets.
You are worth more than a thousand more acquaintances because this adventure call lifewould not be half as fun if i could not share it with you.-linda lee elrod

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finally my parents gave me an answer.i really anticipate my days in jc to be over.i need a new environment.i want to learn to be myself.i have decided that i m not going to pursue art.art troubles.i hate to think and reflect on things, i m just not prepared or i m just too weak.i want to join the hotel industry,then i may consider taking art again.

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happiness i m doubtful.i never knew what it is.i m tired....school sucks.i ought to be stronger...i wish i could.my thought of giving up.i m so afraid.

you will always be my friend because you know too much.

i thought i m the only who feels things differently.SD told me that he too chooses friends as i do.sometimes, the one we really like to be with dun really want to be with us,yet those who try to get close to us seem to be nicer to us.haiz..at times i thought i should juz not friend anyone.but life without friends.......friends?who are my friends?m i someone else friend?why are we friends?things juz got weirder as it goes......haiz i m being rushed again.friends, they need to wait for me.

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this isn't a perfect world and sometimes people learn things the hardway.we do things we can't take back.no matter how hard we try.



i m sorry for causing so much pain
for giving you a reason to doubt how much i care
i m sorry with all my heart
because i do really care-Terry smith

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relieved.all i can say.happiness only if it can be shared by many.